Testing this new website out

Winter has left. Not ‘ended’, but ‘left’. Funny, right? Even seasons are lively. They come back. It does not snow where I live, but the landscape becomes hard to appreciate when it’s wrapped in a blanket of fog. Nothing to worry, though. It will become easy with the advent of spring. Never thought seasons will turn to a metaphor for changes going on in my life, but just how the fog of winter clears, I wish I to gain more clarity in life as spring arrives. This winter was not easy. Clouded vision, a heavy mind and a freezing cold heart. That was this winter for me.

Still .. I know a season doesn’t deserve hate. “Nobody deserves hate” as they say. But that’s too boring. I say no to hate because hating is easy. I ain’t no big shot, but I ain’t even so weak that I will run away from the hard things. The hard thing is to hope. Keep hoping for better times. Turning hate to hope is important. I hope to enjoy coming winter more. Even that’s a necessary part of life. Winters bring Christmas, holidays and New Year. New years feel so much like how trees shed their leaves for the new ones to sprout in spring. Every winter brings me another chance to improve. Maybe I am biased. I am a summer child after all. Also, it’s easier to find give flowers to people you live in summers. Long live April!

went to a party today! it was lame as hell! we left early and got taco bell

i feel like something's eating away at my insides and i don't have any good outlets for it. usually i go on a walk or smthn but it's almost midnight for me and i don't wanna wake anyone. current plan is to sit in my room with the most mind-numbing music i know of on and try not to think about The Horrors

Do you have that type of ADHD where every idea comes to you all at once and overwhelms you? Yeah.

There's so much I want to accomplish. So much I have to do. If my brain had a visual representation, it'd be a mass of scribbles writhing and twisting.



Must focus.

i am coding this website,,

I like the Thrissur Pooram festival celebrated in Kerala. I am happy to hear that since last year, the Kerala police has started providing serious security and vigilance to the festival. This will encourage more people to come to Thrissur and celebrate the festival. Happy to see the festival will continue safely.

A lot of people in the Chainsaw Man fan community say "Asa got no rizz" or sometimes even that "Asa is a femcel". No, Asa is none of that.

Asa is literally the most relatable character in Chainsaw Man's high school arc. She prepared for the aquarium date in hopes Denji doesn't get bored. Perhaps she even stayed up all night, researching about starfishes. She is a hard-working, dedicated girl. Even with her presumption that a boy like Denji will just fall for her because she's a girl, she still doubted herself and hence decided to prepare for her date. She trips! She always f*cking trips! Yet, she tries to get up. She's just like the rest of us: trying to swim and climb out of the deep well of tears of guilt we dig for ourselves. Please do not hate Asa. She's like you, me and any other frightened person. Frightened of comparing ourselves to others, frightened of making mistakes, frightened of talking to people, frightened of making mistakes because we lack the moral understanding of what's right or wrong. Who even knows what's right and what's wrong?! Nobody does. The best and worst thing about life is that it's not a math equation. Nothing is absolute. And we are all just constantly judging ourselves, and being judged by ourselves and everybody else. She's literally a victim of nothing yet something everyone is a victim of. Stop the Asa hate. Let's all love Asa.

My partner has been to a fair with her family. It's little late night now, but she seems to be having a lot of fun so I am happy :)

Just got a little lonely. It's okay, though ..

There is dog shit in the middle of the footpath I walk every day. It's been 5 months and it's still there. Hasn't even changed shape. I presumed weathering is strong enough to decay it. I couldn't be more wrong, and my disappointment is off the charts. Sad.

Dog shit — 1, mother nature — 0.