I'm testing this out to see if I want to use it for my blog; I do enjoy the layout- very minimalistic and such- but I'm not completely sure yet.

i'm too lazy to try and decorate my own blog so i'm going to use this woohooo! i'm probably going to vent here more than i'd like to but oh well

I will finally be getting new glasses tomorrow. For a while now my head has been hurting like crazy because of my worsening eyesight. I hope that the glasses make it a little better, at least.

oh hey, guess i'm here now!



uh

yar



でも、日本語はきれいですね?

(i really should study Japanese more. it's been a bit since i have, so uh, oops)

im not even a fucking person. nothign will ever change. im awlays going ot be stuck here with no way out. i was born to be a tool used by my family and jsut when i thought i was free im still trapped. i will always be trapped and nothing will ever change. nothign chagnes nothing changes nothing ever ufkcing changes and im so tired of it,. im never goint to be happy.

i need to ignore the voices & just fuckign write man

I have been reading a lot this year, mainly due to my English course. My last readings were the Poetics of Aristotle and Sophocles' Three Theban Plays (the Fagles translation, which seemed kind of oversimplified to me). Outside of coursework, I was reading Wittgenstein's Tractatus Logico-Philosophicus. I thought about reading the Summa Theologica yesterday, but it is too long (4000+ pages) for a non-Christian like me. The Five Ways read a bit like a leap of logic, as if St. Thomas Aquinas is taking God for granted and using a higher being as a way to explain the unexplained, but I don't know as I haven't read the compendium.

haven't been feeling like a person recently.

went over to my older sister's for halloween. had a lil party with my younger sister and her friends.



it's great to know looking 14 as a 24 year old still has its perks. I went out after 9 PM for late trick r treating and people just gave me handfills of whatever was left. yay!



went a mime btw ^_^

christmas time is heeeere happiness and cheer... whatever the other words are